Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in mls4540's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
10:31 pm	Survey Says... More stolen surveys!! Rules: How well do you know me? fill in the blanks about ME even if you don't have any idea what they are and send it back to ME. But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest. 01. my name: 02. Who is the love of my life: 03. Where did we meet: 04. Take a stab at my middle name: 05. How long have you known me: 06. When is the last time that we saw each other: 07. Do I smoke: 08. Do I drink: 09. When is my birthday: 10. What was your first impression of upon meeting me: 11. Do I have any siblings: 12. What's one of my favorite things to do: 13. Am I funny: 14.What's my favorite type of music: 15. What is the best feature about me: 16. Am I shy or outgoing: 17. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: 18. Do I have any special talents: 19. Would you consider me a friend/good friend: 20. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): 21. What is a memory we have once had: 22. Have you ever hugged me: 23. Do you miss me...do you think i miss you: 24. What is my favorite food: 25. Have you ever had a crush on me: 26. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: 27. What's your favorite memory of me: 28. Who do I like right now: 29. What is my worst habit: 30. If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring? 31. Are we friends: 32. Will you repost this so I can do it for you?: Current Mood: mellow Current Music: Remedy by ? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 15th, 2005
3:35 pm	Last night I had so much fun last night! I really needed one of those nights considering this past week was such a disappointment. First, I went to soccer practice where we scrimmaged for a total of an hour and forty minutes, and then I went to Emily's to take a shower and clean and up before heading to Playtime Billiards. Let me tell you...I suck at pool! I didn't care though. I just had a blast chilling with Emily, Trevor, and Dave and making a complete drunk ass out of myself. Then we went to Trevor's where we sang songs (drank some more)and watched T.V. until 3:15 am. Emily didn't want me driving home (I have no idea why!lol) so I crashed at her place. Thanks Emily for putting up with me - I owe you one! Tonight, I'm watching my mom play clarinet in the Kalamazoo Concert Band (It means a lot to her to see us support her). Mark and I are going out to dinner beforehand, and I'm surprising him with a little Sweetest Day gift. Yeah....I'm a dork. But hey! I'm just trying to add some "spice" to our relationship considering we have been going out for 3.5 years. Tomorrow, I'm celebrating my mom's birthday (even though it was on the 9th) and playing in a hockey game at 8:15. Other than that, I'm studying my ass off for upcoming exams and working on several research projects. This year I have been such a slacker; senioritis has definitely kicked in full force! In a way, I'm disappointed in my procrastinating self, but at the same time, happy that I'm able to juggle work, social events, and school. Current Mood: content (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
11:35 pm	Reflection I'm not sure where to start. For the most part, I've been happy lately...school is going alright and I'm enjoying my job. On the other hand, I feel like certain people in my life are slowly drifting away. Lately, I have been having a difficult time dealing with this fact. I've been hurt many times in the past, and am worried about going through the same thing again. Everytime I get close to someone, something gets fucked up. I just want everyone to know that I appreciate their friendship, even though it may not seem like it. I need to stop letting my stress,work, and homework get the best of me. Emily, you are right. Others may influence our emotions, but ultimately, we decide our own happiness. Thanks for putting that into perspective. Current Mood: sad (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 19th, 2005
9:14 pm	Vacation What a wonderful week up North! Beautiful sunny days (completely opposite from last vacation), lots of laughs, and memories. I had a blast trying to fish on a pontoon boat, shopping at unique stores, playing putt-putt and pool, relaxing in the hot tub at the condo, and golfing. Time seemed to fly by too quickly. Even though I am dreading the thought of coming back to school and a particular situation, I'm excited to see everyone again. Hopefully this year will be smoother than last. -Missy Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
10:57 pm	Frustration Lately I have been extremely frustrated with my math class. I spend at least two hours a night on homework, keep up on my papers, attend every class, and am still confused. I know I have a lot of company (including teachers who have taught Algebra), but I dread class everyday. Less than two weeks left! I can do it...I hope. Knowing my final counts for 35% of my grade makes it even harder. In the meantime, my relationship with Mark has been rocky. I guess it has always been that way. The fact that he recently lost his job and is pressured to find another job that pays as well adds to the overall stress. I wish I could help him out with his financial situation and I wish he extra time to relax and hang out. Because he is either busy reffing hockey, going to work, or fixing his truck (or someone else's), we have spent barely anytime together. I think I am just drained from everything...school, drama with relationships/friendships, and familial issues. Oh well. Things can only get better...I hope. By the way, (although unapparent) I am thankful for the wonderful friends in my life, my family, Rocki, my education, and health. Current Mood: frustrated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 9th, 2005
9:31 pm	Beach Today was a blast hanging out with Andrea, Sarena, and Emily at the beach in South Haven. We spent 3 and a half hours laying on the beach, soaking our feet in the water, and talking about the good ole' high school days. Wow! Our conversations brought back so many memories. After baking in the sun, we ate at Captain Lou's (slow service but good food)and headed back to Portage for some Ritters! Man I love icecream... Brian called me twice when I arrived in Portage, trying to convince me to play Poker with the group tonight. Although tempting, I need to start studying for my math test. I don't want to screw up my grade....math class will kick my ass if I don't stay focused. I'll probably study for 10 minutes then call it quits. Ugh. I hate summer class. In the meantime, I miss Jess. Our group's not the same without her. Well I better hit the books...ciao! Current Mood: cheerful (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
12:10 pm	Saturday Evening What a fun night! Chillin' with friends at Brian's house, awesome food, volleyball, basketball, ridng golf carts, and sitting in Kevin's truck watching fireworks. It was a beautiful night! Current Mood: happy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 30th, 2005
6:29 pm	I'm glad it's Thursday evening...I need a break from math. Tonight I will be playing in a softball game at 7:30 and then partying at Waldo's! In the meantime, I am watching the Real World episodes for the 3rd time. Yeah, the 3rd time. I'm kind of bored at the moment (if you couldn't tell), but that will soon change.In 10-15 minutes I will be heading to the ball park. On a different note, I'm not ashamed about what was said on Tuesday. It's about time I said those things and gave her a piece of my mind. Biaatch! Anyway, I better get going...time to kick some ass in softball! Ciao! Current Mood: content Current Music: MTV Real World background music (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
5:30 pm	Upset Sometimes I feel like quitting life. I do not know what I want or who I want in my life. AHHHHHHHHHHH! I needed to let that out. Why can't things be simple? I know this feeling will soon pass, but until then, life sucks. Maybe it's good that I'm going to volleyball tonight. The fresh air will be good for me. From now on, I am going to force myself to reach out to others...to hang out with friends I haven't seen for awhile, and to clear my mind of all chaotic thoughts. Ultimately, I need to stop overanalyzing my life. Current Mood: depressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 27th, 2005
11:52 am	Protected If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you. Current Mood: content (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
4:55 pm	I'm sick of dealing with bullshit at the apartment...the bitch can kiss my ass! That's all I have to say for now. Current Mood: enraged (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
12:44 pm	School's out! This semester is finally over - time to party! I have an entire week and a half to do whatever I want before summer I session starts. It's really nice to not have a schedule to attend to for once! Yesterday was an awesome evening...chicken ole, fun with friends (missed you Em!), and Kill Bill I. By the way,you all mean so much to me! Tonight I'm going to hockey practice at 7:30 and then hanging out with the girls afterward. Oh! Just for the record...this is my first journal entry. (1 Comment |Comment on this)